[Name]: Debra
[Age]: almost 16
[Location]: Port Saint Lucie, Florida
Guess it wasn't enough to
take up some of my love
Guys are so hard to trust
Did I not tell you that I'm not that girl?
The one who gives it all away
Did you think that I was gonna give it up to you, this time?
Did you think that it was somethin I was gonna do and cry?
Don't try to tell me what to do
Dont try to tell me what to say
You're better off that way
Don't think that your charm and the fact that your arm is now around my neck
Will get you in my pants I'll have to kick your ass and make you never forget
I'm gonna ask you to stop, thought I liked you a lot, but I'm really upset
Get out of my head, get off of my bed, yeah that's what I said
Did I not tell you that I'm not that girl, the one who, throws it all away.
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5.12.03
the night before bake sale
Welpers I am at Michael`s house right now.Spending the night then Heather is coming around 7 or 8 am to pick us up for bake sale.I cannot wait I am so excited!! This concert is gonna be awesome.I wanna meet SoCo sooo bad.SoCo is short for Something Corporate.Andrew McMahon! *dreamy sigh* I want to meet him so bad.He is the lead singer for SoCo.We just hung out and other people were here and we all played a game and my team won! yay!! It was a history game and I suck at history so I don`t know how we won but it`s all good.It was fun no matter who won.Jerry`s team was second place and Mike`s was lat.Poor poor Mike =( Anywayz we watched the making of North - SoCo`s album - on her computer.We are gonna watch Chad`s movie Dumb Butt in a little bit, I haven`t seen it yet and it`s been a while.Right now Michael is looking for her Ataris t-shirt she needs it for bake sale.I hope she finds it.It would suck if she doesn`t.Her room is awesome! I`m going to where my jeans and my red Something Corporate Orange County Piano Movers t-shirt.Rust - Phillip`s cat just came in.I love cats, I want one but my parents won`t let me have one.I had one when I was real little and it scratched me and now I have a scar.We`re listening to Yellowcard`s album right now while Benji chooses which jeans to where.Welperz I am going to go.See you all either Saturday night ot Sunday.Who knows, You know I love you all! Byye
mood: cheerful and excited
song: some by offspring but i don`t know the name of it...if i think of it i`ll get back to you all
wearing: jeans and my orange cookie monster t-shirt
eating/drinking: nothing/nothing
listening to: yellowcard 'breathe'
talking to: no one
thinking about: again..it`s a secret
Posted at 12/5/2003 10:56:31 pm by tearfall
1.12.03
it`s all about the he said she said buulllshhiitt
Nothing much going on.Same as always.Billy got mad at me again and accused me of something I didn`t do, Called me a bitch and said he hated me.He thought I was trying to break him and his girlfriend up because he thought I wanted to go out with him.He`s so conceited, I don`t wanna be with him.I don`t know why I even talk to that jerk.Buzz Bake Sale is this Saturday, 5 days left.I might spend the night at Michael`s on Friday.Still have to wait and see what her mommy says.When my daddy was cleaning my turtles tank he broke it so we had to buy a new one, We would have had to buy a new one eventually because the turtle is getting bigger.We also had to buy new rocks so I picked black and red [my favorite colors].I love the waay you moove.. Ahem, sorry, that song is on the radio right now, yuck! Today is boring, Just doing all the chores I can to earn some money.My brothers were fighting earlier this afternoon, it was so annoying.It almost got physical, thank God it didn`t.It`s nice outside today, sunny and 72°.Well I must go, gotta finish my chores before my parental unites get home from work.Later peeps, Peace out to home slices.
mood: angry and frustrated yet hyper and happy
song: three days grace 'i hate everything about you'
wearing: shorts and cookie monster t-shirt
eating/drinking: nothing
listening to: stacie orrico 'stuck' [again]
talking to: michael, julia
thinking about: still a secret
Posted at 12/1/2003 4:33:21 pm by tearfall
27.11.03
Happy Thanksgiving Y`all!!! Haven`t been up to much really, Just talking to friends online and hanging out at home.Haven`t done much since Sunday.I think Michael said Kim`s birthday party was this Friday, I want to go but I don`t have any money and I don`t want to go and not have a gift for her.She`s 18 now, Yay for her!! Derek still doesn`t know if he`s going to Buzz Bake Sale or not.He says it`s gonna be like a last minute on the spot sort of thing.So far it`s just me, Michael, Heather, Jacqui and Chad.I found out yesturday Billy might go, I didn`t know he`d even be interested in going seeing as how he likes rap most but hey it`s cool.I haven`t talked to Nick in a few days so I don`t know yet if he`s going or not.Brie can`t go, her parents won`t let her because it`s not Christian music so they`re making her go to the Christmas party at church that same night.I understand what they`re getting at but the music isn`t bad.Well Michael went to church yesturday, I couldn`t go I had no ride like usual.She ended up leaving early and doing something with Debbie anyways.I hope my mom gives me chore money I want to get a t-shirt for Buzz Bake Sale and hopefully a gift for Kim.I wouldn`t know what to get her though, that`s going to be hard.All the 18 bands going to Buzz Bake Sale are: Less Than Jake, Eve 6, Sevendust, Alien Ant Farm, Switchfoot, Yellowcard, Nonpoint, Trapt, Something Corporate, M.A.S.K., Fuel, Hoobastank, The Ataris, Mark Summer`s All Star Cover Band, Jet, One, Die Trying, and Smile Empty Soul.I love all those bands except three [M.A.S.K, Nonpoint and Mark Summer`s All Star Cover band] and it`s not that those three I don`t like I`ve just never heard their music.
mood: asi-asi ..spanish for so so
song: Smile Empty Soul 'Nowhere Kids'
wearing: capris and a MADE t-shirt
listening to: Simple Plan 'Perfect'
talking to: no one
eating/drinking: nothing/sprite
thinking about: that`s a secret..
Posted at 11/27/2003 12:49:19 pm by tearfall
25.11.03
Pictures that Savana and I took at the church Thanksgiving dinner.
Brie, Me, Alyssa and Michael
Michael and Brie
Michael, Brie and Me
Savana
Michael, Brie and Savana
Posted at 11/25/2003 3:55:05 am by tearfall
Well yesturday I got up at 7 am and got a ride to church with Michael and Nick was there but yet again he didn`t say Hi or anything.Oh well, I don`t care anymore.We all signed a birthday card for Kim, she`s 18 now.Jerry came in after a few minutes passed and handed out flyers for the Youth Christmas party and when he announced that it was on December 6th I was like Ohmigosh! and Michael missed that part cuz she was signing Kim`s birthday card and when I told her she had the same reaction.Nick kept looking at me and I think he could tell I was upset.Anyhoo after that was done in the youth room we went into the room where the service was.Michael and I sat with Britney, Savana, Brie, and Sonja and Jared, Michelle and a few more people sat in front of us not that it matters.Michael was writting songs and her, Savana and I were also chatting but writting it so we didn`t interrupt anyone.After that was over we [Savana, Michael, Savana`s cousin Michael and I] went to the mall and hung out to waste time until the Thanksgiving dinner.Michael bought a Finch tshirt for Buzz Bake Sale and P.O.D.`s new album Payable On Death.We had also run into Jared and Michelle as we were about to leave.Anywayz we left and got dropped off at the P.S.L. Yacht Club for the Thanksgiving dinner.We all hung out on the playground for a little bit Savana took picture of us.Heathed and Jacqui was talking to Michael and told her they got her a ticket to Buzz Bake Sale.Michael told me and kept asking me to go and kept making sure I would ask my parents.And about 6 something or so we left and I got dropped off at home.I kept asking my mom if I could go to Buzz Bake Sale because I really REALLY wanted to go and because Michael wanted me to and she`s my best friend so yeah.After a day passed my parents came home and as soon as my mom walked in I was like "Can I go to Bake Sale!?!?" and she told me they [my mom and dad] talked about it on the way home and that I could go and then we got online and bought my ticket so I`m so very very happy!! So there will be a lot of youth not attending the Christmas party.So far Me, Michael, Heather, Jacqui, and Chad are going.Brie and Sonja said they might go and I IMed Derek and he said he might go and someone said Nick was either going or might go.And so here I am in my room writting in my journal.
mood: Very happy! but sad about a couple things
song: smile empty soul 'nowhere kids'
wearing: dirty clothes [yes....] rancid tshirt and jeans
eating/drinking: nothing/nothing
listening to: smile empty soul 'nowhere kids' it plays when you go to smileemptysoul.com
talking to: no one
thinking about: *sigh* some things.. that I don`t care to talk about
Posted at 11/25/2003 3:29:40 am by tearfall
15.11.03
My mommy got me up this morning around 9:00 am and we went to Goodwill.I got a few things, one in which being a Hanson tshirt [haha yes shut up, I do still like Hanson].Then we went somewhere else but it wasn`t in my interest of things so I don`t remember where and then we had lunner at Bud`s Chicken and Seafood. lol lunner is my new things, lunch and dinner [like brunch, breakfast and lunch].Later tonight I was eating vanilla frosting, yuuummy hehe.Well yesturday Benji and I went to the mall and she got new black rimmed glasses cuz she lossed her other pairs and we both got cookie monster shirts at Hot Topic and we wore them and passed out the flyers for the church car wash.We had fun and then we went to Walmart and her and I got a few cd`s, I got Yellowcard`s Ocean Avenue and Benji got Brand New`s Deja Entendu, Coldplay`s A Rush Of Blood To The Head, Jet`s Get Born and Further Seems Forever`s How To Start A Fire.Yellowcard`s album is awesome, I love it.It was well worth the 8.96 I paid for it haha.I should be more like Michael and not buy a cd if it`s over 10 dollars and wait til it`s on sale.Her and I are such rebels, we chose cd`s and played them on the tester things they have at Walmart and turned them all the way up [they go pretty high].It was fun! There were these two guys an aisle over laughing.Oh, Nick was online today.I IMed him and asked him why he didn`t talk to me on wednesday, he just said he was tired and had a lot on his mind then come to find out he`s grounded, poor guy.He`s gonna try to go to church tomorrow and offered to drive me but I doubt I can get up early enough even though it starts around 10:40.I`m starting to read my Princess Diary books again.Oh Charlie just signed off, that reminds me, Benji and I saw him at the mall last night,We saw him a few times but he never saw us til he was leaving and he kept staring at us and then when we passed he turned full around still stared.Welp I`m tired so I`m hitting the hay, Night night y`all.
mood: hyper [still]
song: switchfoot 'dare you to move'
wearing: same as yesturday =( ..cookie monster tee and jeans
eating/drinking: frosting
listening to: switchfoot 'dare you to move;
talking to: nicole and julia
Posted at 11/15/2003 9:55:49 pm by tearfall
13.11.03
Just yesturday around 3 or so we got home from St Pete where we were staying at a condo on the beach with my family since saturday.I had fun, Got a tan but also sun burn which hurts.We didn`t do much, just kind of spent a lot of the time on the beach or shopping.I didn`t go swimming, I was just laying in the sun.The day I got home I just unpacked and went to church with benji.We just sang worship songs and prayed the whole time.I was in so much pain I didn`t really want to be there.After time passed I was in more and more pain I practically started crying but with the people there and all I didn`t want to.I had fun though, I got tons of hugs and Brie kissed me on the cheek as I was leaving.The hug from Savana was most shocking of all.They passed out flyers to everyone for the car wash this saturday, Mikey and I are going to pass a bunch out at the mall and put some on cars.I just thought of an idea, I told Mike..we could give Kenny a flyer if we see him there.It`s a good way to talk to people.If you live in Port Saint Lucie, Florida and need your car washed it`s this Saturday November 15th starting around 9:00 am or so.Please come! haha.Aaannyhoo, I`m on chapter 20 of 26 in my book, All American Girl.Oh yeah, last night, I was kind of upset because Nick was there, at church I mean, and he wouldn`t talk to me or look at me.No hello, no good-bye or anything.It was very rude, Mike tried to get me to ignore it and what not but I couldn`t, It hurt.But I shouldn`t care I should just let it go and move on.Brie was kind of all over me that night.A hug there and a pat there and she`d like lean on me here and there.I`m glad she doesn`t hate me anymore.Even if we aren`t friends we`re still on good terms, as she put it.Oh yeah, The car wash will be at Auto Zone on U.S. 1 across from Applebees and Albertsons.Nothing much else to say, Peace out to the home slices!
mood: hyper
song: stacie orrico 'bounce back'
wearing: my rancid tshirt and basketball type pants
eating/drinking: nothing, but I`m hungry
listening to: nothing at the moment
talking to: Michael
reading: All American Girl by Meg Cabot
Posted at 11/13/2003 5:00:31 pm by tearfall
6.11.03
Today I got up around 4 am or so..We took my mom to work and the rest of us [my dad, grandma and brother] went shopping and what not.Wasted away time til my mom got off work at like 4 pm.Not much fun but I bought me a new purse YAY!! hehe no... But when we got home we went to Wal-Mart to take back something and get me some cds.Wal-Mart rocks!! hahaha as I was looking for my cd I ran into the wonderful and beautiful Benji..I jumped up behind her and said Boo!! haha,She helped me find Switchfoot and Something Corporate and I bought those.Only 9.88 each, Good price.OH I also bought me some new shoes anda new cd player at Target.I need to go to Hot Topic tomorrow if I go to the mall and get some shoe laces for meh shoes.I want like black and white checkered or stars or something.I don`t know.yeeaahh my head hurts really bad and my stomach hurts and so yeah talk to you home slices later..
mood: sick but pretty good..ive found a liking to an old crush again :sigh:
song: something corporate 'space'
wearing: made tshirt and pj pants
eating/drinking: nothing
listening to: switchfoot 'this is your life'
talking to: billy and benji
Posted at 11/6/2003 9:36:59 pm by tearfall
3.11.03
Whoops.. It`s been a while since I`ve updated meh blogger.Welp my grandma was supposed to come tomorrow but came today so that`s cool.I walked 4 miles today.. Good excersize.We played Catch Phrase and I am DARN good at that game.That`s right I said DarnI hate cursing and taking God`s name in vein, I am not that kind of person.Nothing much has changed and nothing new has really happened...from the 8th to the 15th I`m going to be out of town for 4 days, Not sure which 4 though.I have had this sudden urge to dance lately.I don`t know why.Welp nothing to say really......I`ll enter something tomorrow hopefully it`ll be interesting. Buh byez!! .............Love ya Mikey!!............
mood: muy muy bien ....asi-asi on the physical mood, I cut myself and have a blister, waahh
song: greenday 'when i come around'
wearing: nirvana TEENAGE tshirt and jeans
eating/drinking: pepsi
listening to: pod 'will you'
talking to: nikki and kevin
Posted at 11/3/2003 11:32:40 pm by tearfall
27.10.03
Yeah!! I`m finally gonna get some chore money.Today my brother and I cleaned the WHOLE house.Made a cherry cheesecake and dinner so my mom was like damn I come home and don`t have to do anything you guys will deffinitely get paid for this. Yeeaaah!!!! So I`m happy, It`s about time I get paid for all my hard work.My ant infested cork squares are now ant free so that`s good, Now I can finally hang them on my wall and use them.I got mail from Bolt today [bolt.com] and it was a tv preview for The O.C. and the new upcoming show Tru Calling which has Eliza Dushku in it.Well nothing much else happened so I`m going to watch that DVD and eat me some cherry cheesecake, YumYum... TTYL!!
mood: extravagant
song: len 'steal my sunshine'
wearing: a wet shirt and shorts [gave the dog a bath]
eating/drinking: cherry cheesecake
listening to: hilary duff 'so yesturday'
talking to: no one
Posted at 10/27/2003 8:08:28 pm by tearfall
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